TearMeApartIDontCare

I haven't said enough.

46 Watchers291 Deviations

12.5K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

Who's to Blame for the Rain? by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Who's to Blame for the Rain?

There’s a storm brewing From behind my eyes And when the rain comes, I hope it washes me anew. Poetic words cannot save my soul And I cannot be won over by a sad look I have to learn to ignore your hurt And be concerned with me for once For once. It isn’t easy to be picked over, Cast aside every time Even if it isn’t your fault And I wonder if it’s my fault But I can’t think about this anymore. It isn’t fair to me or you. I’m stuck here. I’m still stuck Through the tears and the laughter I’ve found it impossible to forget. Impossible to run No matter how hard I try There’s a

Birdsong by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Birdsong

Idle conversations flutter Our little birdsongs To pass the time I sneak a carefully worded question in there Even though I know what to expect The truth always comes out And I begin to crack I try my best never to spill my emotions But even my flood gates break And I would never tell you how Close I want to be with you Lips on lips in a stolen moment And I need not tell you The longing of my heart Because you know the truth Even if I do turn away I’ll admit my biggest secret Is no secret to you Yet you still are unaware of How badly I want to run away So you pull me back And I don’t want to go But as long as we continue thi

Buried by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Buried

This is just nothing And though it has the ability to become something It never will Because I’m not yours And you’re not mine It doesn’t matter if I offer you The world, if I promise that you are my haven, If I swear to stay by your side If I promise to never let you go My feelings are nothing. I’ll never say my thoughts, nor will I Ever tell you that those silly love songs Have me staring at you. No, I’ll just smile And sing along, looking towards but dreading My swan song Because you see Love has no business here It isn’t real, it’s not happening No amount of desire could ever hope to change tha

Our Life by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Our Life

To me Love was the best thing And then it ended I understand that there’s a Reason for just about everything So I accepted it after a while And moved on Still I found myself willing to Find it again It seems I’m there once more It’s not love, but Something close, something A lot scarier Something wild, A splash of colors invading a blank page I tried to control it I tried to suppress it. But it won’t let me I said I wanted to fall again But I didn’t want to drown in something So unreal Because I’m not what you wanted And I can’t give you what you need I’m just here Fading into the backgro

Lost by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

It Happened on a Monday by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

It Happened on a Monday

It happened on a Monday. It was late and I couldn’t sleep. The moon had joined me in my struggle, illuminating my room with white light. Time kept fleeting and my eyes eventually began to grow heavier and heavier until I couldn’t keep them open. My thoughts began to quiet as my breathing fell into an even rhythm. And then I was floating. The sky was a clear blue, an ocean above me. I closed my eyes and smiled, taking in a deep breath and continuing to float. I was calm, and I wasn’t thinking. It was the most peace I have had in a long time. “Hey!” My eyes flew open and I grinned instantly, recognizing th

The Mirror by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

The Mirror

On the outside I'm reflective Just a plain little mirror to see yourself in I seem like nothing more, Nothing less I send back the light And I let the horrors die away Being caught, Locked up forever in my eyes But the glass is beginning to crack And the darkness is spilling through. I'm doing my best Trying to hold it all in But you all make it hard Everyday you give me new horrors And new excuses to try Yeah, you all tell me a lot of things [But not a single one of you Dare to explain why.] I'm loosing my hold on the world The mirror's not letting things slide [Please, understand I'm trying here] Your smiles aren't as

My Neighbor's House by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

My Neighbor's House

When I was younger, about nineteen or twenty, a woman moved in next door. She was about my age, with long blonde hair and a bright face. She smiled when I came over to introduce myself, a smile of pure joy, as if no one else had shown her this kindness. I never really got to know her; I lived a busy life. I'd leave for work before the sun and get back at dusk. Every once in a while I'd see her tending to her garden, or sitting on her porch with a book in hand. I'd smile and wave, and then be on my way. By the time I was twenty-four, my work life slowed down just enough for me to find love. His name was James, and he loved me dearly. We p

Torn by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Torn

Where am I? What's this place? I can't tell up from down anymore The wind's rushing around Trying to drag me down Into the stream So I can be overcome by the current If I can't wake up on my own If I can't find my way back home If I swear this is all just a dream If you think I'm being ripped apart by the seams, Just leave me alone I'll leave bread crumbs for you To try and find me But I can't promise that I'll come easy I hear all these voices around I can hear the steady rhythm of the Hummingbird's song And it's these moments I cling to In exchange for something that's not mine If I can't wake up on my own If I can't fi

Hiding in the Dark by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Hiding in the Dark

There's always been a constant fight Between right and wrong And you stand up on your pedestal Throwing in your two cents While the rest of us lowly beings on the ground Grow quiet and bow our heads You take it as an agreement And stand a little taller Smile a litter bigger Pretend you're a little better Than the rest of us here You flaunt yourself like a prize possession And act like you're the greatest being That has ever graced our presence "Beauty," you say, with a coy smile "Is something worth fighting for; And I'll tell you when you get there," How pathetic of us to listen. We can't always decide if you are a monster

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

Who's to Blame for the Rain? by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Who's to Blame for the Rain?

Birdsong by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Birdsong

Buried by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Buried

Our Life by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Our Life

Lost by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

It Happened on a Monday by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

It Happened on a Monday

The Mirror by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

The Mirror

My Neighbor's House by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

My Neighbor's House

Torn by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Torn

Hiding in the Dark by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Hiding in the Dark

Watchers 46

See all

angelwbrokenwings

truthwrite

anubisgirl13

L-4-Q

Jangaaliian

elfgirl12

TwoAuthors-OnePage

Omega-xis39

Av7xrocker97

uberMuffins

StrykeStar

LelisLeticia

Watching 64

See all

NotASeason

PoemsSpeakForUs

TwoAuthors-OnePage

gatornation93

Aqua999

driflooning

uberMuffins

Sethyas

Collected-Works

LelisLeticia

Av7xrocker97

hushed-lullabies

kittylover654321

Minteyy

Bezariusu

Collection

Favourites

See all

Will you be my home? by CrumbledWings, literature

Literature

Will you be my home?

Will you be my home My gentle security? Will you lift me away With the caress of your arms Warm me wholly With the slighest brush Of your lips? Will you be my shelter Even from my own tears? Will you let me take you for granted Let me wrap you around me And rock me to my dreams? Will you hide me away Be the place of my safety Be my happiness Sheilded from a world of sadness, Will you be my home, My gentle security Silently filling my life with love?

useless by hushed-lullabies, literature

They'll Never Know by samsamsammysam66, literature

Literature

They'll Never Know

Secrets consume my mind Quite a few remain a mystery And a handful some know But there's one One little secret That I'm planning on taking With me to the grave A secret not even one year old Dwelling in darkest parts Of my godforsaken mind This secret is the source The roots And the foundation My trauma built and grew upon No one will ever know What exactly happened On that August day I can assure you That I want to forget about it More than anything But hey, we don't always get what we want As much as I want To tell someone Who would listen? My friends? I'm sorry, but you're sadly mistaken They're the last people Who I would ever want

The wedding poem by Aifos96, literature

Literature

The wedding poem

A sister, a safe place Bruised knees, so small you lift me up and take me in For me this little trip is a huge fall With eyes crying so hard I turn up to see your serious face As you carry me over the yard I know you understand what kind of a big deal this is for me So I don't worry You're my sister, my safe place In my heart is where you'll always be A sisters man, my friend When home becomes a lonely place He knows what it's like, to have to endure the fights He see the signs written on my face He's been there, he's done that When finding the words get tough He takes the time, he makes them see You're my sisters man, my friend In my heart

Two Souls Divided Chapter Eight by TwoAuthors-OnePage, literature

Literature

Two Souls Divided Chapter Eight

Chapter Eight [Cassidy] Sometimes, I wished things were different. I clenched my jaw as I smoothed out the wrinkles in my robes. The first man I had ever kissed, was now dead. I can imagine, it was because he was not as discrete as he thought. His tragic flaw, thinking he was better than everyone else. I envied his death, in some fashion. Death was the easy way out of this living hell. I composed myself as we get off the train, and I caught a glance at my sister. Seren had an engagement ring around her left ring finger. From, I can only assume, Fred. How romantic? The love of her life proposed to her in the snow fall, while the first pers

Same Heart: Chapter Nine by TwoAuthors-OnePage, literature

Literature

Same Heart: Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine: [Tony Stark] You have admit, being a superhero has it's perks with all the lovely ladies and men that come my way. While this was nothing knew- playboy, duh- it seemed amplified. It was like a drug. So the party was starting to get in full swing, when I spotted Steve from across the room and gave a smile. I turned away after a moment, to start my tale to the beautiful young ladies in front of me. It was about how Steve- Captain America- saved my life not to long ago and not for the first time. "Hi, Tony," He said awkwardly, though he was smiling softly at me. "Hi, Steve," I gave a big smile, "As I was saying, ladies..." I th

Same Heart: Chapter Seven by TwoAuthors-OnePage, literature

Literature

Same Heart: Chapter Seven

Chapter Seven: [Tony Stark] We were at headquarters the next day, which to my delight, I for once was not the one in trouble. Fury personally bitched out every single on of the avengers with the exception of Steve- because, Steve saved me. I leaned back in my chair and stayed as the rest of the team cleared. Fury frowned at me, "You enjoyed that too much." I smirked, "Well, yes. But I wanted to bring up another team building activity." "Such as?" "Well, the avengers, fantastic four, and a few of the x-men, you know the ones we work with often? Logan, Scott, Jean, that Rouge kid, Storm, Hank, and maybe more-" "Stark." "Right, well, I co

Dark-Sided Truth by DragonTamerDave, literature

Literature

Dark-Sided Truth

I call an end To the truth, To the lie. I keep it hidden. I only let it out. My darkest part. My monster. My pain. A change in me. A past reveal. There's no blood. No pain. It just comes. It won't go away. A curse that I am with. A past I must endure. "Your heart is home. "Nothing fights. "Accept the pain "You love making others feel. "Everything must bleed." It would say. A darker side. Though I see the light, What I've done, The Animal I have become, It doesn't seem to fade. Something I have to live with. The thing inside. Depression. A Monster. So erase what happened. It can't. I start again. Depression is here. Was I rew=ally out...?

Deviation Spotlight

Hiding in the Dark by TearMeApartIDontCare, literature

Literature

Hiding in the Dark

TearMeApartIDontCare

About TearMeApartIDontCare

See all

Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Mar 19
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

Badges

My Bio

_{My name's Kat, and I'm a writer.

I'm a lover, not a fighter, but fuck with me or my friends, I won't have a problem cussing you out. I go through times of anger, sorrow, and happiness, but maybe it's part of being a teenager, right? Wrong.

All and all, I'm here if you need me. For real. I will talk you through anything, and, if I feel that I can't help, I will tell you someone who can. But I do care. I will always care.

Take care now, and smile, just for me?

Favourite genre of music: Any type ;)
Favourite style of art: Anime/poetry
MP3 player of choice: Ipod.
Favourite cartoon character: Tommy Pickles from Rugrats
Personal Quote: "Stab a knife though my dreams and tear me a part. I don't care anymore."}

Favourite Visual Artist

none

Favourite Movies

Vampires Suck, HP

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

All Time Low!

Favourite Books

Favourite Writers

Nikki!! <3

Favourite Games

POKEMON!

Favourite Gaming Platform

Idk, but I like platform 9 and 3/4ths. :D

Tools of the Trade

Pen and paper

Other Interests

Reading, writing

Posts

See all

TearMeApartIDontCare

Jun 19, 2013

Pokemon Types

0 min read

Dragon [ ] You have a hardy nature [ ] You're a born leader. [x] You're a charmer [ ] You have a great singing voice [ ] You love reptiles Total: 1 Grass [ ] You have a jolly nature [x] You are kind [ ] You love all animals [x] You can keep a beat [ ] You are true gentleman/lady. Total: 2 Fire [x] You can be hot-headed [/] You are short tempered [Sometimes!] [/] You go into a rage when you're mad. [ ] You hate going swimming [ ] You're the bad boy/girl type Total: 2 Water [x] You love to swim. [ ] You have a lax nature [x] You are a strong swimmer. [x] You like soft jazz music [ ] You can dance Total: 3

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

TearMeApartIDontCare

Mar 16, 2013

Honesty Meme

0 min read

 I have a headache. And this is something to do before I start on my five or six homework assignments. Bleh. 50 Secrets About Yourself Be HONEST no matter what. 1. What is your natural hair color? Brunette. 2. Where was your ID pic taken? My ID's a base. 3. What's your middle name? Marie 4. Your current relationship status? Complicated. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? Yes he does. :) 6. What is your current mood? Indifferent. 7. What's the color of your underwear? Blue. 8. What is one thing that makes you happy? Writing. 9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?/b> Does my cat count? ~foreveraloneplz (https://www.deviantart.com/foreveraloneplz) 1

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

TearMeApartIDontCare

Jan 1, 2013

Happy New Year!

0 min read

2012 was super crazy, but I have some great memories to cherish for a lifetime. Here's to 2013, dA! There can be a lot done in a year. Do your best to change the world!